Post by d3M0n on Jun 22, 2007 22:15:55 GMT -5
Here's a Song I wrote last year
Goodbye Cruel World
Verse 1
I’m gonna end it all night now, cause nothings gonna change
What’s done is done you can’t go back and rearrange
And put back and fit shit where I think it all belongs
The number of rights in my life don’t out weigh the number of wrongs
The number of nights do out weigh the number of days
That I lay awake and all the shit in my life replays
These memories are the only things that I can save
Can not save myself so it’s welcome to the grave
I just had it, had opportunities in my life
I was just to scared to grab it
The truth is maybe I was just too lazy
After a while all the details get a little but hazy
It really doesn’t matter either way so let’s forget it
I did a lot of dumb shit in my life and I regret it
I said a lot of dumb things to a lot of important people
It’s like a bad movie I’m living, but there ain’t gonna be no sequel
I’m gonna end it all, once and for good
Not like these movies you see in Hollywood
I ain’t cashing in on shit I had it this is it
You know when it’s time to try, know when it’s time to quit
I didn’t do a thing; I don’t have a master plan
I started out with nothing, and that’s where I still am
I didn’t make the most of life, didn’t do all I could
I can’t rewind time, I would if I could
But even if I did I’d live my life the same
That’s just who we are, it’s pinned in our brain
A person can never change, they can only fake it
The truth lies in there minds, till they can taste it
Now they’re real good people? That’s fake shit
They bottle themselves up in themselves till they can’t take it
It’s like driving One Hundred Twenty and the brakes hit
You’re crashing threw the window of truth, time to face it
Verse 2
One day it hits, my life’s falling to pieces
I was on my way, suddenly my ride screeches
I just hope that there really is a heaven
Cause every fuckin’ day feels like Nine Eleven
I aint gonna count up all the battles I lost or won
Now I understand Happiness is a Warm Gun
The future is no place to place your better days
Nor is it the time to decide to change your ways
There’s no finish line in try, you either don’t or you do
You either succed or fail, your fate is up to you
I’m writing this letter so I don’t keep it inside
You’ll wanna know why, where, how come he died
Why would a young guy do something like this?
What was going on with him, was there something we missed?
How could we not hear that he was asking for help?
Maybe we really are too wrapped up in ourselves
Never took the time to ever ask how he felt
Given the circumstances in his life he was dealt
How come he never let on or gave us a sign
He always had that fuckin tragic look in his eyes
He always moped around like he was fuckin depressed
Look at the way that he walked; look at the way that he dressed
I guess the truth is we never paid it no mind
We had our own lives to live; there just wasn’t the time
Well now the time has come for me to say good-bye
Life just isn’t for me no matter what I try
In time fill in the spaces, pain is what time erases
Sorry I wasn’t fulfilled with life on a daily basis
Verse 3
I guess this is it, I reached my final moments
I’ve always had a weakness though I never shown it
I always had a way out and now I’m gonna use it
Death was my plan B and now I’m gonna choose it
Good, I’m a coward then, opinions don’t mean shit to me
Not being you was the only good thing left to me
But now there’s nothing! There’s nothing inside
So this is good-bye! See you in the next life!
Goodbye Cruel World
Verse 1
I’m gonna end it all night now, cause nothings gonna change
What’s done is done you can’t go back and rearrange
And put back and fit shit where I think it all belongs
The number of rights in my life don’t out weigh the number of wrongs
The number of nights do out weigh the number of days
That I lay awake and all the shit in my life replays
These memories are the only things that I can save
Can not save myself so it’s welcome to the grave
I just had it, had opportunities in my life
I was just to scared to grab it
The truth is maybe I was just too lazy
After a while all the details get a little but hazy
It really doesn’t matter either way so let’s forget it
I did a lot of dumb shit in my life and I regret it
I said a lot of dumb things to a lot of important people
It’s like a bad movie I’m living, but there ain’t gonna be no sequel
I’m gonna end it all, once and for good
Not like these movies you see in Hollywood
I ain’t cashing in on shit I had it this is it
You know when it’s time to try, know when it’s time to quit
I didn’t do a thing; I don’t have a master plan
I started out with nothing, and that’s where I still am
I didn’t make the most of life, didn’t do all I could
I can’t rewind time, I would if I could
But even if I did I’d live my life the same
That’s just who we are, it’s pinned in our brain
A person can never change, they can only fake it
The truth lies in there minds, till they can taste it
Now they’re real good people? That’s fake shit
They bottle themselves up in themselves till they can’t take it
It’s like driving One Hundred Twenty and the brakes hit
You’re crashing threw the window of truth, time to face it
Verse 2
One day it hits, my life’s falling to pieces
I was on my way, suddenly my ride screeches
I just hope that there really is a heaven
Cause every fuckin’ day feels like Nine Eleven
I aint gonna count up all the battles I lost or won
Now I understand Happiness is a Warm Gun
The future is no place to place your better days
Nor is it the time to decide to change your ways
There’s no finish line in try, you either don’t or you do
You either succed or fail, your fate is up to you
I’m writing this letter so I don’t keep it inside
You’ll wanna know why, where, how come he died
Why would a young guy do something like this?
What was going on with him, was there something we missed?
How could we not hear that he was asking for help?
Maybe we really are too wrapped up in ourselves
Never took the time to ever ask how he felt
Given the circumstances in his life he was dealt
How come he never let on or gave us a sign
He always had that fuckin tragic look in his eyes
He always moped around like he was fuckin depressed
Look at the way that he walked; look at the way that he dressed
I guess the truth is we never paid it no mind
We had our own lives to live; there just wasn’t the time
Well now the time has come for me to say good-bye
Life just isn’t for me no matter what I try
In time fill in the spaces, pain is what time erases
Sorry I wasn’t fulfilled with life on a daily basis
Verse 3
I guess this is it, I reached my final moments
I’ve always had a weakness though I never shown it
I always had a way out and now I’m gonna use it
Death was my plan B and now I’m gonna choose it
Good, I’m a coward then, opinions don’t mean shit to me
Not being you was the only good thing left to me
But now there’s nothing! There’s nothing inside
So this is good-bye! See you in the next life!